Isn't it kind of the rule of thumb that if you break up with someone, there was a really good reason for it & you shouldn't go back to them for any circumstance? That concept is really beyond me.
I'm not so much talking about my most recent ex, Nick, but about someone who hasn't been a part of my life for well over 6 years. But isn't it also an understood fact that you'll never forget your first, true love? It's also in the eye of the beholder. I mean, I loved the majority of my exes but it was always in a different way. I could love someone but not be in love with someone.
My first true love...hmmm. There was a huge age difference, I won't deny that. But it really felt like we could connect on a mature level that I couldn't get with guys my age. I was always more mature than everyone else that was my age & I think that's why he & I hit it off so quickly. Yeah, there's also no reason to deny the fact that he treated me like shit a lot of the time. But you can never let go of someone who really did make you happy during such a crucial time in your adolescence.
Maybe I'm trying to justify why I really want to see him again...
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